It's not that he likes watching me -or anybody else- suffering. He can barely see anyone other than himself, let alone watching her in any condition.
To be honest, I think I'm the one to blame in this poisoned abusive kind of attachment. You can not expect a narsictic blind psychopath to respect your dignity or even existence, and then hate him for his disabilities to grow a healthy communication.
Recently one of my best friends asked me why I am so angry about anything and anyone. Actually I am not angry about them. I am brutally angry with my self and I'm just to coward to face me.
To be honest, I think I'm the one to blame in this poisoned abusive kind of attachment. You can not expect a narsictic blind psychopath to respect your dignity or even existence, and then hate him for his disabilities to grow a healthy communication.
Recently one of my best friends asked me why I am so angry about anything and anyone. Actually I am not angry about them. I am brutally angry with my self and I'm just to coward to face me.
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